Sometimes I get frustrated as a parent when my daughter doesn't trust me. I know that if she'll just allow us to help her with things, like Monkey Bars for instance, she'll realize that we'll never let her fall. Alot of the time she refuses help and would rather do it her way, or even give up, than accept help from her mom and dad. The other day we convinced her to let Tyler help her on the monkey bars (okay, we also bribed her with candy)...and she did so good! Since then she has been trying all kinds of things that she was too afraid to try before. She was even telling people how she had trusted her dad and then got candy. Maybe we shouldn't have bribed her, but we really wanted her to realize that she can trust us!
I was lying in bed and I realized that this is kinda how I am with God alot of the time. He is just waiting for me to allow Him to help me, but I insist on trying it on my own or even give up without asking Him for help. Our pastor was speaking about trust this past Sunday, and it really hit home. We've had a few really difficult circumstances in the last couple of months, and sometimes I can try so hard to figure out how to solve things on my own. I can hear Him calling me, but too often I decide that I better try it on my own, just in case. I realized that He is calling me to trust Him...He will never let me down. He is our provider, and has good plans for us! Even through these difficult times, He is faithful, and his Grace is sufficient for anything we have to walk through. I think of how much I love my kids and want to do everything to help them. God loves us so much more than we can ever imagine...and all He wants is for us to trust Him! Well Lord, I'm done doing things on my own...please help me to remember to give everything to you, and trust you fully!
If you want to hear this really awesome sermon I was talking about, go to
http://nivervillegoodnews.com/nmmessage.html and click on the August 3rd message.